BeautifulFairytale

2010-05-16T11:11:00.001+08:00

Once my heart is ready, I'll leave.

2010-04-08T20:54:00.001+08:00

It feels like I've been slowing down my pace in life..

Is really time to do some catching up.

2010-04-06T15:35:00.000+08:00

I'm running out of tears soon..

2010-04-05T18:34:00.003+08:00

I probably went back to the very start again..

I've no idea why am I so miserable today.

Probably because I'm sick, it feels life is lacking of something.

But I just want to treasure and cherish all I have now.

I feel like I'm gonna lose something soon.

2010-04-04T10:10:00.001+08:00

I just feel like running to a far away place and never come back...

2010-03-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I don't know why I bother doing so much..

2010-03-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

Tears that flow in my heart silently spoke to me,

give up..

2010-02-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

我有什麼好期待的??

對不對。。。

2010-02-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

I guess you know nothing about me..

2010-02-21T12:51:00.000+08:00

I really wish I know what to do, at least I won't be so emotionally helpless now..

2010-02-17T22:54:00.004+08:00

I kept telling myself, just smile and go...

2010-02-15T13:40:00.001+08:00

Don't make me let go....

2010-02-11T10:36:00.002+08:00

Love, no matter how beautiful my dreams are, you'll always be my favourite one.

Ok. I'm gonna freeze myself this 'festive' season.

So a happy lunar year for everyone~

And to all the lovers, happy valentines day~

2010-02-03T22:41:00.003+08:00

Going on hiatus after this post again.

Back from Malaysia with colleagues.

Had fun, but wasn't much of a fulfilling trip.

January was a thinking month.

I wasted alot of time crying and thinking again.

Hopefully february will be a good one.

But I really hate chinese new year.

No reunion at home.

No atmosphere to pass chinese new year in any way.

I'm just going to sit, lepak and get money at my granny's house.

Hahahaha ok I'm working tomorrow.

So goodbyeee.

2010-01-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

我發現明明天氣就很熱但家裡的空氣﹐氣氛是冷的。
最後我偶然發現其實問題出在我的心是冷的。。

很想痛哭。

2010-01-27T16:41:00.004+08:00

If only I can own true happiness in life..

Maybe I won't be feeling the way I am now.

Photo credits to Chef Tanpeng.

P.S: Sometimes I can't help it to feel, I'm better off alone.

2010-01-24T12:52:00.002+08:00

It really hurts when someone who really means to you doesn't know your heartbreaks and how tough the circumstances you've been through..

I'm a victim and that living example.

Ironic.

2010-01-21T21:56:00.001+08:00

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究

越是在乎的人越是猜不透

2010-01-21T13:09:00.001+08:00

My heart is falling apart.

And you're probably the only one who do not know.....

2010-01-21T07:48:00.002+08:00

Where a man puts his time in,
is where you will usually find him;
cause thats where his heart is.

How true.

2010-01-10T19:05:00.002+08:00

我跟寂寞在比賽, 等你帶我手牽手一起去看全世界最美的海...

2010-01-10T13:21:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blogging.

Officially.

(Photo credits: Yann.)

I'm never good at goodbyes.

Probably is just the way how I hate it.

People say I'm getting suicidal nowadays..

But the fact is I fear losing. I fear regrets and what's more fear ahead..

I always thought of leaving for somewhere far where nobody can find me.

But often I always have this person who's inside of my heart that I can't let go.

Without that person, will I even be able to face loneliness?

Conclusion is I've decided to let go.

So many dreams I've yet to fulfil.

So many things I've yet to do.

So many places I've yet to see.

I will pursue them.

Will I be happier this way?

Or if this decision will end up as a regret?

***

So many things left undone now.

Things like packing my room, I'm only halfway through?

Shopping. (I just went shopping at Zara a few days ago!!! Hee.)

Buying presents. (Birthdays, and valentines day is coming :o)

Ideas to make my dad stop cursing and swearing. (LIKE NOW.)

Mending this broken heart.

I hope I'll make this through and see a smiling face again.

Thanks E344 for trying to make my day yesterday.

And love, sorry to trouble you till late. I appreciate it.

徐佳瑩 - 失落沙洲

感觸很多的一首歌。。。PO和大家分享=)

2010-01-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

All alone now... at a lan shop= =

Tears just cannot stop flowing.

My heart is really aching.

I wish to bring everything to an end.

But yet, I just don't have the courage..

Is ok, I'll just continue crying...

2010-01-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

Is time to do some self reflecting.

2010-01-08T18:03:00.001+08:00

WHEEEE..

WEEKENDS IS HEREEEEEE!

2010-01-06T17:03:00.006+08:00

I REALLY MISS MY OLD HAIR COLOUR.

But to think many people told me my dark colour looks nice.

BUT there are people who told me my light colours is nicerrrr.

2010, a new colour is sure to be coming.

HEHEHEH.

Ok stop whining, flubug carrier(Janice came up with this)

Shoo for dinner.

2010-01-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

2009, a year of ups and downs.

Like what I was telling Ryan during out catch up session just now, I've seen how life changed for the both of us.

Happiness, sorrows.

Things I've learnt, things I've not learnt.

Gain, loss.

To sum up, 2009 was a disappointing year for me.

I lost almost everything in life for him.

I had no breakthroughs in relationships, even in family.

I cried myself to sleep every night, I woke up crying everyday.

Sometimes I really wonder was everything a test for me..

I'm clueless over things, I made myself think over and over again.

I appeared strong in front of everyone but yet inside I'm weak all over.

I aimlessly searched for an answer, ultimately I still found no happiness.

To think positively, 2009 was truly amazing too.

I became stronger in some ways.

I learnt to be more optimistic.

I realised my strength is not enough and that I have to rely on God's strength.

I'm really thankful to people who didn't really leave.

I really appreciate that special one who was always there.

& I'm really really grateful to God for walking this through with me.

2010 I'm believing for a better year.

Resolutions

1. Able to start my mass communications diploma by this year.

2. Stop procrastinating.

3. Better ability to overcome disappointments.

4. True happiness.

5. A closer walk with God.

So 2010... jiayou jiayou jiayou!^^

2010-01-01T10:35:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone!!

I actually can see my blog is kind of screwed now and I'm actually very lazy to re host my photobucket, so just make do with it till I'm feeling 'ok' to host it again HAHAH.

I'm actually at Jedidiah's place now with Audrey, Pauline, Jonah and Lixin now crashing over for new year. Had a bang at teo heng just now too and Chins was there too..

Back to my usual practice, I do this every year to really thank those who made a difference in my life.

No pictures this year. I'M LAZY.

***

Jacqueline Wong Jia Xi - You're probably the one who know me the best. Just by knowing the tears I shed everyday, you know I'm never good at my words, but thanks for being the one always to encourage me.. And I really appreciate all you've done for me. Thank youuuuu!

Cindy Chan - Mummy! You know I can never stop saying thank you to you. For all you've done. Those encouragements you gave, those advices you always advice me. You really made me grew up to be a stronger girl. Thanks for all you've done!

Ryan Chia - TREEEEE! Is really amazing to see how our friendship managed to grow from strength to strength. I really appreciate all you've done and I really hope we'll continue to keep this friendship going. Thanks for all the wonderful memories like my birthday safety candle surprise. Thank you! HAHAHA

Litez - This is a big group to thank.. Although we've not been meeting up very often but thanks for all the joy and fun you guys had put into my life. Bitch party soon!!

Michael Khoo - You've really been the best god brother around.. Although we've not met for some time. I really enjoy your jokes even when you're feel really down down downnn. Thanks for all you've doneeee!

P.S: Can I ask when are you gonna marry Wendy Leong?

Kenneth Lui, Julian Po - Pond and po pot! You guys are really the best brothers around. Although we didnt know each other from Church, but thanks for always encouraging me in all the big and small things in my life. Thanks for everything! Julian please faster ORD!!!

Audrey, Pauline, Jonah, Lixin, Chin Jie, Jedidiah, Jared, Louisa, Jingteng, Yieping, Candice - The special people who made a difference in my walk with God. Thanks for all the encouragements and advices you guys gave. God blessssss you guys!

Yuxuan, Siokying, Yuting, Albee, Jenny - My wonderful fangirls!! Life is gonna be different without you guys.. Special thanks to Siok and Yuxuan.. You guys are really the awesome ones around. Thanks for always tolerating my nonsense~ Is really awesome knowing you guys!

Geraldine Chan - Channnn! Is really amazing how we got to know each other. And I really appreciate all the K-ing, sashimi sessions. Thanks for making a difference in my life!

That special one - You've always been there. Although I don't know what will be our outcome.. Although I might not say or do much but I really appreciate all you've done and thanks for always being there for me. I love you =)

I'm done with 2009's tribute and lastly I'll give thanks to God for a great 2009!!

Hi 2010!!

2009-12-22T20:54:00.001+08:00

I think I'll be used to being forsaken quite soon..

2009-12-21T22:54:00.001+08:00

算我自私好了﹐
但你何時為我想過。。。
你所謂的努力.... Sorry I don't feel it.

我又變成傀儡了。
P.S: 真想痛痛快快大哭一場。

2009-12-20T20:46:00.001+08:00

Is a little simple happiness too much to ask for?

2009-12-18T00:33:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really wished I knew nothing from the start.....

2009-12-07T13:16:00.001+08:00

I HATE MONDAYS.

2009-11-24T08:08:00.004+08:00

"Geraldine, look at the emotional mess you're in now.."

Is my retribution or time to believe theres retribution.

P.S: My mind is in a total mess...........

2009-11-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

I don't wish to wake up everyday crying..

Thinking I'm losing something.

This world is torturing me bit by bit.

I don't know how to carry on anymore.

2009-11-22T16:57:00.000+08:00

Is probably time to make myself clear..

I HAD ENOUGH.

2009-11-22T10:57:00.002+08:00

街擠滿了歡笑
太不適合眼淚湊熱鬧
快跑快尋找無人的轉角
不優雅時候一個人最好

愛說退就退潮
我松開手回憶卻沒放掉
未來不來了地球繼續繞
躲回溫暖的夢我一個人就好

為什麼越相信誰能依靠
越換來又一次靈魂寂寥
有沒有永遠再不會讓心絕望的解藥
如果說越踏出世界一腳
越不能保留住天真微笑
那從今以後我一個人過就很好

心很平靜地跳
只是寂寞潛伏像海嘯
突然某一秒偷襲我眼角
眼淚自己擦掉我一個人很好

***

At the end, I'm still all alone again..

2009-11-05T20:28:00.005+08:00

I'm home.

A home without peace.

A home that seem to have everything yet nothing seems to be in here.

I feel that everyone dear to me are leaving me one by one..

& all I do is face my silly bedroom wall and cry.

"Daddy & Mummy, where exactly are you?"

***

P.S: To people who read my sister's blog as well, please do not comment anything about this and her blog post, we have NO WISH to hear.

2009-11-01T08:50:00.002+08:00

During this sickly miserable period, all I can think of is you.. just you.

2009-10-31T22:50:00.001+08:00

我要你默默走不回頭
我會清楚明白你要的是什麼

2009-10-30T09:30:00.001+08:00

Tell me what's the truth.

Don't keep me thinking...

2009-10-25T11:46:00.001+08:00

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑后能全然退后你開心就夠

遙遠是宇宙靜靜在背后去看守就夠

這种感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過沖動挽你手
這种戀愛太罕有不需真正擁有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

放手我的牽挂找不到盡頭
放手期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許愛很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可擁有

2009-10-25T11:26:00.004+08:00

Your return won't turn my night into day.

Anything related to you is none of my concern..

I won't be that foolish anymore.

2009-10-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

This time I lost my way..

2009-10-19T21:44:00.003+08:00

I just cannot stop the tears from flowing....

I'm really totally defeated by you.

Who will save me?

2009-10-19T16:33:00.003+08:00

I still came back to the start.

You dig out my emotional injury again.
When you actually know nothing will salvage the misery.

I'm in a mess altogether again.
I won't get back what I've lost.
I know it.

and all I'm searching for now is just a shoulder, for me to cry on.

2009-10-18T11:52:00.003+08:00

After many thoughts, actually nothing much more matters if you're happy.

Why must I even look back when I've already decided to move on?

Geraldine, you're just so bloody foolish.

2009-10-18T08:07:00.002+08:00

I'm hopeless.

Is pointless crying for someone again and again.

I think I'm just gonna explode sooner or later.

P.S: Work today..... awesome= =

2009-10-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

I chose to freeze myself this winter season..

2009-10-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

I just need that little empathy from you.

But yet you crash all my hopes and dreams down the drain..

Those dreams I thought I can pick up myself once again.

Those dreams hoping I can once again fly without you.

I made it actually.

But still you made it miserable.

I feel like a total replacement to you again and again.

My mind is all screwed,

for you.

Damn.

2009-10-10T09:27:00.002+08:00

Every time I cry you will hold me in your arms.

Because the one who made me cry,

wasn't you..

2009-10-06T07:38:00.002+08:00

My heart falls as the silence is broken..

2009-09-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

Leave my heart alone, please.

Can you see is suffocating?

zzz.

2009-09-27T08:46:00.002+08:00

I got really no more courage to accept anymore changes in my life.

Tears are still warm on my cheeks, yet no one is there to hold my hand..

2009-09-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder,

If I say I don't feel you anymore..

Will it be a start of another story?

Yes, no?

2009-09-10T21:06:00.002+08:00

I can only accept everything in silence.

I really want to let go everything in this heavy heart like once..

Because I know my say won't make any difference in this family.

Did anyone actually spare a thought for my pathetic mind and heart?

I really had enough.

2009-09-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

What's the point of loving someone so much..

What's the point of getting hurt for something small..

Sometimes I really ask myself, why pin so much hopes on people.

Especially to my favourite people and family.

I thought I found you,

Yet you threw my hopes back to the oceans..

I feel like this right now.. wanting to cry out loud.

zzz.

If I have a heart that can't be quiet, who will be the willing one to listen?

2009-09-08T21:43:00.003+08:00

I never had a chance to be happy.

When I'm broken, family was never the first one I turn to.

Home was just a place for me to sleep in.

My mum left us.

I hear my dad yell for nothing.

I listen to my neighbours bitching about my family.

I really wonder how much I meant to and in this family.

I cry everyday for this burdened family.. but what's the damn use..

Sometimes I really wish that I can just leave this family and never return.

If I could rewind time..

I guess I won't be so helpless already.

2009-09-06T15:22:00.002+08:00

Things are actually almost coming to an end.

Agreed on no turning back, no more tears.

Many things are pointless now..

I hated you for everything, when you were honest with your feelings..

for the misery and the hurt caused.

Not even sympathy you shown..

Seeing your heart going towards her, all I did was to keep those sour tears in my heart.

Thanks for the last gift.

You drew this agony to an end.

With no heart-knots, no heartaches.

I was all ready.

Don't feel sorry. I've really forgiven you.

& I wish you happiness with all of my heart.

Just hoping you won't appear in front of me ever again.

P.S: 再次往幸福出發吧~

2009-08-30T13:39:00.001+08:00

Taiwan trip pictures.

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=147984&id=681815760

Really lazy to upload them one by one.

沒加我的就加吧~

2009-08-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

The love of my life.

828' 王仁甫生日快樂!

8 awesome years.

我相信這八年的緣份。
守候﹐等待﹐追逐﹐感動。

現在的我﹐有點無言。。話也有點空掉。。
我說不出心裡想說的。

滿滿的感動和回憶。

回不去的回憶總是讓人忍不住想回去。。
曾經大家一起共建的回憶。

知道回不去了。。
也知道言詞也不可能表達現在的心情。
但感謝這八年來的陪伴。。
勇敢擦淚﹐勇敢往前。

祝你永遠幸福快樂^^

多麼幸運你讓我擁有你=)

2009-08-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

My heart is suffocating..

2009-08-25T21:21:00.004+08:00

心萎縮﹐

愛你這字眼狠狠在我的眼前消失。

如今只渴望你能給的平靜。。
因為有你沒你我還是會好好過今年的“冬季”。

2009-08-23T09:36:00.002+08:00

Service yesterday was awesomezxzx.

Gonna make 5 important decisions in my life.

To pick up the stone of prayer, past, priority, passion and persistence.

***

P.S: Dear, life is too short to have regrets.

Move on,

You'll know I'm always there.

2009-08-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

That last prayer for you..

I made that pact.. just for you.

You left, leaving this distorted heart to heal on its own.

It wasn't intentional you said..

Deep down, you know a hug from you can overcome all my anxieties.

But you chose to kept mum.

Maybe it was me..

I held everything too tightly, yet I got hold of nothing in the end.

Nothing, not even sympathy from you.

My pride I pushed it all away,

With just one last "I forgive you."

I left, with no single hope.

I'll be living well, smiling.

Goodbye ~~love.~~
我知道你會幸福的。

2009-08-15T11:47:00.002+08:00

My new hair!
Will be heading back to singapore tonight. :(

P.S: 大家有没有很想我咧??^^

2009-08-15T04:15:00.002+08:00

Gonna be a sleepless night.

*Stares at luggage*

Will be back in singapore tomorrow...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-08-11T10:27:00.003+08:00

Okieeee Audrey's at my place now.

I'll leaving for airport and TAIWAN soon~

and I don't think I left out anything.

Gonna pray hard for it.

Won't be using taiwan number, please call/sms direct to my singapore number~

Will be back really soon!
Don't missssss meeeee too much.

P.S: WHY DOES MANY PEOPLE WANT 太陽餅 HAHAHAHA

2009-08-07T11:41:00.003+08:00

Presently on leave till 17 august (I hope.)

Gonna add some more oil for that extra one day.

Flying to Taiwan on tuesday!

I realised is really time to cut down going back to Taiwan..

I've been there you know how many times= =

& I know I've been lacking of updates.

Will be back to blog before I fly off to Taiwan.

P.S: Lazy to step out of the house. I'm starving.......

2009-08-04T08:03:00.001+08:00

Because of You
I was born again
Because of You
I’m ransomed by Your grace
Because of You
My heart has found a home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You
Sins are washed away
Because of You
Heaven knows my name
Because of You
I can live again
You’ve broken every chain

Unfailing love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calvary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Now heaven be open
Our God is, unshaken
We worship, Christ risen high above
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that You are God

2009-08-02T18:58:00.002+08:00

I'm so desprately deprived of sleep.

Had an awesome 3 days in God's presence.

P.S: Yay I got back my msn.

No more meebo messenger!

Will be back to blog soon.

2009-07-30T22:38:00.003+08:00

Another set of overdue pictures..

My nursing colleagues.

Hla Hla & Sharon.

Josie.

More soon^^

2009-07-29T22:36:00.001+08:00

I ended a 1 year 2 months agony yesterday..

I will not regret it...

I promise.

2009-07-28T22:02:00.004+08:00

Overdue pictures.

Done a vaccine event at expo last saturday before Church.

Christina^^

More pictures in her phone..

Helped out at Jams Church on sunday.

Met Kenneth Lui for lunch after that..

& dinner with Audrey, Pauline, Lixin, Jonah & Chin Jie.

Happy gucci people...

OH YA HAHAHA YES I GOT IT.

Previously got money also don't have......

Awesome awesome XD

On a happier note..

I'm set freeeeee.

2009-07-28T09:14:00.000+08:00

I must learn how to leave before I accept the fact you've already left me..

2009-07-27T23:00:00.001+08:00

Who am I?
"That girl with that huge huge brave couragous heart!"
A fact that I've seem to have forget.

Things changed, I know it wouldn't be the same anymore.
I'm sorry, spare me the agony.
I'm brought up with a stubborn heart.
I've no one but to blame myself for it.

& I finally knew I was alone all these while..

2009-07-27T08:02:00.001+08:00

If only I was brave enough,

If not I won't be facing things this way..

I'll follow with the flow, 跟著感覺走。。

跟著感覺走就對了。

2009-07-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

冰涼的夜里讓眼淚溫熱我。。
感覺如果要走誰能說NO。

2009-07-22T20:00:00.004+08:00

燕妮生日快樂!! (25/07)

再次祝你生日快樂永遠幸福!!

2009-07-21T22:31:00.003+08:00

Women have strengths that amaze men
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart .
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what
makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their
family and friends.
Women have vital things to say
and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

2009-07-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

渴望心被聽到。。
但卻一直沒勇氣。

對於努力的那位﹐
我低了頭。。
一句﹐感動加上了感恩。

對不起我不是你想像中的那麼勇敢。

2009-07-20T20:43:00.003+08:00

Had a photoshoot done on sunday.

Model-ed for Faith's blogshop.

Is really too many pictures to post up.

Will share with you guys if I got sometime to load it somewhere hahah.

Thanks Faith and both photographers.

辛苦了!

Dinner at Sakae last week with Geral!

Will be back to blog about Jenny's birthday surprise soon~

2009-07-19T19:18:00.001+08:00

Love without condition
Heart that always listen
To the crying world
Lord of all creation
Humbled as a servant
With You all praise begins

Grace is all sufficient
You become my portion
More than life could bring
All my past forsaken
I laid my own ambition
Before my King of dreams
What can I give that's worthy
To You my soul will sing

Beautiful One, Merciful Son
Crown of all heavens
Reigning in my heart
Beautiful love, gift from above
Adore You forever
My Savior, Jesus

2009-07-17T18:06:00.001+08:00

老話一句。
幸福是要自己去爭取的。

言盡到此準備去教會小組聚會囉~ 掰~

2009-07-17T00:20:00.001+08:00

你沒說你也會軟弱需要依賴我
我就裝不曉得
自由移動
自我地過

2009-07-16T11:18:00.001+08:00

I'm on another 2 days mc...

2009-07-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

My body is like tearing apart.........

I feel like a bed ridden princess today..

I don't know what happened but I'm still believing for healing!

Please pray for me.

P.S: 4th tosuken used today :(

2009-07-15T07:06:00.002+08:00

All thanks to my foul mouth.

I'm on mc today.

= =

Few facts about the present situation of me.

1. I shouldn't be online at this hour.

I'm suppose to be at work.

2. I'm awake since 3am.

I had a severe blocked nose & sorethroat.

3. I'm on mc.

Not enjoying any single moment of it.

4. My face hurts.

I've no idea but my joints hurt too.

5. I feel like sleeping.

But I can't because I just finished bathing & I got wet hair that won't dry till the next 3, 4 hours.

6. I FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT NOW.

Because I just felt like doing it.

P.S: You were always there.. I know it.

2009-07-14T19:25:00.003+08:00

I'm a sick girl now like finally.

People says Geraldine don't get sick. Amazing.

Not on mc though. as me is a ~~workaholic~~..

So please pray I get well soon.

My supervisors say I'm too quiet today =(

P.S: Who says I don't get sick I slap your face a million times.

^^Y

Will be back to blog more soon~

2009-07-12T17:49:00.001+08:00

At E2max with Candice now...

P.S: CS so noisy= =

2009-07-11T00:05:00.003+08:00

& finally.........

I've booked my tickets back to Taiwan.
Will be flying back in early august with Kelly.
But the worst fact, I'll be flying back to Singapore.. ALONE...

But still feeling happy about this trip~

I'm starting to realise,

deep down in my heart, I seemed to be missing of something..

Can anyone tell me?

Why?

2009-07-09T21:27:00.003+08:00

Probably Ivy was right.. to be thankful for the heart that aches..

To feel the ache, 其實是很幸福的。。

好想用這樣的快樂擁抱這世界。。

2009-07-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

沉默算不算是最好的告白?

2009-07-06T21:17:00.011+08:00

好久沒燒烤了。
所以這次特別為了我們甫瘋最親的家長搞了個慶生PARTY。

所以很感謝抽空來的每個姐妹們。
也特別感謝你們的心思等。。
還有~ 特別特別感謝GERAL﹐我可愛的攝影師XD
我以你們幾個寶貝為榮!!

芹仁XD

Jingyan~

整個就是一直在狂拍XD

Liling twinnie~

我可愛的攝影師XD

壽星^^

因為有你所以精彩

P.S: More pictures on facebook.

2009-07-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

傾盆大雨。。一個人在公車站﹐那麼無助。

我在公車站空坐了45分鐘。。
心酸﹐哭過了又怎樣?
原來我不是你想象中那麼勇敢。。

2009-07-05T00:55:00.002+08:00

TIRED.

But had a very awesome barbecue session just now.

Will blog about it soon as soon I get the pictures.

P.S: & I've gotten my uncle sam's fashion哥 t-shirt.

Yayyyyy.

^^Y

2009-07-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

回憶時光流逝過後﹐
怎麼心仍然在痛。。
是要痛到窒息為止嗎?

這種重複複雜的情節我自己也搞不懂了。

沒埋怨的。。
就算自己搞不懂。
當它無解吧。。

因為能笑能哭才是最幸福的!

不是嗎??

2009-07-02T08:04:00.004+08:00

“天亮了~”

記得我昨天才跟叮噹說﹐
大家小時候都好喜歡天亮﹐因為又是新的一天。
會想時間快快過﹐長大結婚~
想有的沒的﹐無憂無慮過了童年。

長大後﹐事情又開始轉變。。
我不想長大了。
有煩不完的事﹐
尤其是感情這一塊。。
我真的不曉得怎麼去解開那種心結。

感謝建哥老大粗哈哈。
是你讓我怎麼去接受“愛”。
是你把我心裡藏的一件一件的帶起來讓我領悟到。。
我會勇敢的啦。
(PS: 也請求你快點去睡。。陪我聊整個早上你不累喔?)

我會勇敢抬起頭去觸摸明天的天空。。
等我OK^^

2009-06-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

最近精神又恍惚。。
回憶又重見復燃。

感覺很不OK。
尤其是心病之類的。。
又出狀況= =

如果心能像個性那麼堅強就好。

歸正題﹐ 其實好久沒好好打部落格。。

第一：
沒東西聊。

第二：
沒照片。

第三：
開玩笑~ 自己的私事干嘛給你們知道啊?

只是最近出去看看電影。。沒錯看TRANSFORMERS
同朋友吃飯。。去他家之類的。

***

OK大條的﹐相信大家知道。
我八月又要去台灣囉!!~~~~~

隨便要怎麼虧我我都OK。
已經鐵了心要去。所以拍謝啦~

不知哪個莫名PO的照。。
有大頭照的FEEL。
好想這兩個人喔!!
RANDOM 但又好愛怎麼辦~

2009-06-29T22:04:00.003+08:00

其實我干嘛那麼在乎?
生活還是一樣。
對不對????????

內患外患已經一大堆了。。

心病啊~
別再煩了拜託。